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The Waiting Game
It’s 2022, and I’m still stuck in limbo. What was supposed to be 6 months has turned into almost two years. It’s been one setback after the next with regards to my emigration. And things are moving so slowly… Damn the Coronavirus. At this rate, it feels like it’s not going to happen. But I’m…
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Contemplating Life & Death
I didn’t think I’d be writing here anymore. It sort of felt like I was done with this blog. Apparently not. A couple of weeks ago one of my uncles passed away from a stroke. While I’ve been heavily affected by the loss on multiple levels, I’ve also found myself contemplating a lot, and been…
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Facts? no, Uncertainty
I’m dealing with some powerful emotions and abandonment triggers, and don’t know how to cope with them right now. I’m trying to use my tools to regulate myself, because I can feel myself heading for a meltdown. It’s been a busy day with way too much stimulation. But even the best tools and things that…
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Safe and “Additional” Diagnosis
Just a relatively quick update, as I don’t have the mental energy right now for an in-depth post explaining everything. There’s way too much. I’ve been back in the psychiatric clinic for the past two weeks. Didn’t want to come in initially, but my therapist thought it was necessary, and I ultimately agreed. I’m going…
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Without Armour
Exposed,Without armour.Even the warrior falls,Needs a helping hand.We can be saved,But sometimes just not in time.How will the story end?