First Love

Posted on by Rayne

Lonely tonight.

I had her.
I lost her.
She let me go.
She broke my heart.
My first love.
A love I never experienced before or since.
There were others I thought I was in love with.
I wasn’t.
I was just infatuated for a short while.
I had been fooling myself.
But with her it was real.
Unexplainable.
Painful.
Beautiful.
What if she was the one?
My only shot at true love.
My last.
Now meant to be alone.
Forever.

Love heals? No, love destroys.

Published by Rayne

Just a woman trying to find her place in this world. Diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder and Major Depressive Disorder, and writing about my journey through these challenges. "I am not what has happened to me. I am what I choose to become." - C.G. Jung

12 thoughts on “First Love”

  5. You are so special and honest and true. You deserve to be loved purely and unconditionally. I am so sorry you have been broken hearted. Praying love finds you again

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