Caught Out In The Rainstorm

I’m done wishing and hoping…

For the friend I can rely on.
For the university qualification and job I’ve always wanted.
For the love that will stick around.
For the dog I long to be a home for.
For the freedom and security I strive for.
That this idea just might be the one to change my life.

Wishing and hoping don’t always give us what we want.
They say it’s action that can. And I’ve tried so much. So hard.
But I’m out of ideas.

I’m stuck.
I’m tired.

So I’m done…
Wishing.
Hoping.
Trying.

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7 thoughts on “Caught Out In The Rainstorm

  1. Me too. I just want to be happy. It’s so hard being so alone. I know I have what you have now. I Long for the apathy. I haven’t been able to get out of bed for very long the last few days. I try Rayne but it is so hard. I’m lured toward a psychopath, and I don’t know why. I think it is because he is so calm. I will let you know how it unfolds. I’m sure I will survive it – even though it would be easier if I didn’t. Some days I just don’t want to exist anymore. 💕

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