I’ve been in my own place since Friday, which I’ve written about in a post that’s currently sitting in my drafts folder as I just haven’t had the energy to complete it.
I’m at the point where I’m too exhausted to care about anything. The things that have been causing me anxiety and so much anger lately have now dissolved into apathy. Things have been overwhelming and busy over the past week and I think my mind has now finally had enough. I had so many plans and things I wanted to do during my first week here, but hadn’t counted on this happening instead.
The only self-care I’m able to do at the moment is allowing myself to sleep as much as my body and mind needs. Today has felt like a write-off but I couldn’t care less. I feel like I have to go into hibernation for a while, and fortunately I’m on my own now, so can do just that and not have to worry about anyone or anything.

Congratulations on having a spot of your own! At some point you might want to read Virginia Wolff’s long essay (probably readable online) called “A Room of One’s Own.”
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Thank you! I read very briefly through that essay many years ago, but seems like a good idea to read the entire thing now. Thanks for the recommendation. 🙂
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Take the time you need you have to
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❤
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Maybe you really need this as you have had to hold it together so long in such difficult circumstance.. I pray you get all the rest you need.. somedays I just feel I the most peaceful trouble free place in the world is bed.
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I agree, this time is so necessary. It’s like I can finally just breathe and rest freely.
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I’m glad for you ..you really deserve it.
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Thanks Deborah. ❤
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You’ve been going through a lot lately, I’m glad you’re getting the rest you deserve, sleeping definitely counts as self care lol 😉 ♥️
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Thanks lovely. 🙂 ❤
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Hope you’re enjoying your hibernation period Rayne 🙂
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Has been quite busy, lol. Will have to write a post soon.
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Looking forward to it 😉
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