Category: Borderline Personality Disorder
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Too Far Gone
I don’t trust anyone. Because people lie. They say things when they mean the opposite. Make promises they don’t keep. They disappoint and hurt you. Yes, I’m selfish. Because that’s what I need to be right now. Don’t know where to turn anymore. Don’t know how trust will ever be restored. So fuck it all.
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Someone Isn’t Me
I hadn’t realized that the clock had struck twelve until I heard the first fireworks go off in the distance. Alone, I had been in my own world again. That, exploring the universe in my mind, has marked the so-called holiday season and new year for me. There were two video calls with family during…
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Privacy
You might have noticed that I’ve made a lot of my previous posts password protected. I’ve been thinking of doing that a lot over the years, but now I feel it’s necessary. In today’s digital world it’s becoming easier and easier to get private information from people and determine their identity from the various things…
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Is This Who I Am Now?
Since the post I wrote on meeting up with Elizabeth again earlier this year, I’ve seen her a few more times. We always end up staying together for hours. But I’ve realized something. I don’t have feelings for her at all anymore. The times we meet up, I’ve initiated it. It’s on my terms. We…
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A Reframe on BPD
I came across this article in my inbox this morning and wanted to share it on my blog. I really appreciate the way Annie approaches this subject with empathy. All her posts are worth a read and I can highly recommend her blog. https://anniewrightpsychotherapy.com/a-reframe-on-borderline-personality-disorder/