Category: Borderline Personality Disorder
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You are good enough.
Originally posted on 301.83:
Don’t let this world make you bitter. Don’t let the actions of other people turn you cold inside. Things happen that hurt us, people come that leave us, and you are going to fall. Don’t let these things change you. Don’t let them make you unkind. It’s okay to feel how ever… -
Why I Won’t Be Reaching Out Again
It was my birthday just recently, and I had a bit of a “mid-life crisis” that day. Panicking that I’m in my middle 30’s and still living with parents, and that it seems things will never get better. It doesn’t help that I’ve been in a depressive phase as it is for the past while. […]
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Getting There
Yesterday was a better day. This roller coaster I’ve been on seems to be slowing down. I’m not off the ride just yet, but the slower speed is a relief. I’m proud of myself for one thing at least. Instead of doing what I would usually do, which is self-medicate with my benzo’s (more than […]
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Out Of Road
I was supposed to be at least halfway up already. Instead I’m even further down. I fucked up. I’ve run out of road.