Category: Depression
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Time
The work day went by so quickly. It felt as though I had just gotten there, then it was time to leave. When I got home and up until now time just seems to be dragging. It’s usually the opposite. I’m super bored, which is rare. There’s usually so much I want to do and […]
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Fine, Then Not
It’s been a busy, but good week. I took the whole of today to myself for some rest and relaxation. Yet, I feel depressed. I felt fine this morning and afternoon. But somewhere along the way that changed. It seems that after a busy period, once I allow myself some time to recuperate, I hit […]
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To Exist
This song touched me deeply. The music is beautiful, and when the words start coming it’s made even more powerful. It’s such an incredible message. Even though I’m feeling depressed, I can still appreciate this piece of art (which is exactly what it feels like to me). For some reason I felt my grandmother’s presence […]
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Why Stay?
I’m a burden. An inconvenience for the most part. I annoy people. The world doesn’t need me. These are the words running through my mind right now. Some days I don’t even know why I’m still here. What am I doing here? Maybe at first a few people will be sad that I’m gone, but […]
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Riding The Waves
I found myself starting to feel irritable this morning, but can’t pinpoint exactly when, or why, it started. On the way to a meeting with my business partner, my irritation only grew. There had been an accident on the road, and the cars were barely moving. Sitting in traffic amps up my anxiety for some […]
Journey Toward Healing 