Category: Dreams

• Protected: A Nightmare, and Trust

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  Rayne

  May 14, 2018

  Borderline Personality Disorder, Dreams

  Dreams, Nightmares, Relationships, The Past, Therapist, Trust

• Protected: Sleep, And A Dream

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  Rayne

  July 9, 2017

  Dreams

  Dissociation, Dream, Feeling Stuck, Medication, Self-Soothe, Sleep, Tired

• Protection And Running Away

  This is a follow up from my previous post. After I had written it, and gone to sleep, I had a nightmare. Before I get into the dream, it needs to be said that most of my dreams over the years have followed a similar theme. They all involve me protecting others (or myself and…

  Rayne

  May 15, 2017

  Dreams, Life

  Awareness, Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD, Depression, Dreams, Family, Fear, Grief, Inner Child, Little One, Nightmares, Protection, Recurrent Nightmares, Resilience, The Past, Trauma

• Dream: The Room Under The Stairs

  It was dark. Quiet. So dark that I couldn’t see my hands in front of my face. The only sound piercing the silence, was the rhythmic breathing of someone sleeping nearby. Confused and disoriented, I tried to remember where I was, and why. Suddenly the door opened, and light illuminated the room. It was a…

  Rayne

  February 16, 2017

  Dreams

  Confusion, Derealization, Dissociation, Dreams, Nightmares, Overwhelmed, Quiet, Writing

• Dream: Waves

  I was going to start this post with an apology for my last post, and for not having written anything in a little while. But I don’t want this blog to become a place where I apologize for having feelings (or not feeling anything at all), or where I post because I feel I have to.…

  Rayne

  June 1, 2016

  Dreams

  Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD, Depression, Dreams, Emptiness, Mental Health, Nightmares, Overwhelmed, Recurrent Dreams, Recurrent Nightmares

• Dream: The Girl

  I walk into the living room. It’s a mess. Broken plates and mugs scattered everywhere. The electronic equipment all but destroyed. The room is filled with people. As they notice me standing there, they start shouting and laughing at me. Some whispering among themselves. Shame and embarrassment settles over me. Then, the anger comes. Surging through…

  Rayne

  May 1, 2016

  Dreams

  Anger, Borderline Personality Disorder, Depression, Dreams, Embarrassment, Fear, Inner Child, Mental Health, Shame