Category: Work
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On Feeling “Not Good Enough”
It felt both scary and wonderful to get my first full salary from my new client at the end of last month. Why scary? Well, I’ve never earned so much money in one month before. But most of all, I felt like a fraud. Like I didn’t deserve it. I know that’s not the truth.…
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Why I Wish He Would Understand
I arrived in a state at my therapy session last week. It had been a crap day, with way too much sensory stimulation. There’s building going on next to my dad’s shop, and the store was in chaos… One of the really busy days. Phones ringing, everyone running up and down, loud voices, etc. I…
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On Making Decisions
I had a great therapy session on Thursday, and we uncovered one of the main causes of my low mood and overwhelmed state. We’re currently working through another topic in therapy, but I’m glad we didn’t continue with that one this time, as Thursday’s one was more urgent. It started with my therapist asking me…