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Refreshing The Soul
The threat of gale force winds looms Ocean waves rising higher and higher Rain battering against the windows The glass doors shaking and rattling Safe inside. But my soul is asleep. Stepping out of the warmth and safety. I stand in the rain, letting it pour over me. Oh so refreshing. Cleansing. The wind now forcing […]
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The Age Game
My ex and I had this ‘game’. Depending on how I was acting, she would assign an age to me. The oldest I got to was 60. The wise old lady. But that was always accompanied a few hours later or earlier by a downgrade to any age between 2-16 years old. Well, today I […]
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Shatter
Something so small. A ‘healthy’ boundary set firmly in place. My frustration and sudden anger. Trying to hide it, so she can’t hear. My heart ripping into pieces. Shattered. Finely tuned to every little subtlety in her voice. Searching… How can something so small seem so big? How can something so small feel like the […]
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A Missing Piece
Woke up this morning with a deep sadness that seemed to have taken over my entire body. I couldn’t move. I don’t know how long I just lay in bed feeling a heaviness that pinned me down and wouldn’t let go. Then it hit me. I’m missing something. Someone. Today I feel the loss of […]