Tag: Anger
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Bleeding and Beaten Down
You’ve lied to me enough. I won’t trust a word you say. You’ve hurt me enough. This was the final straw. Now I’m taking my love back. You broke it. You lost. You managed to knock me down hard. But I’m strong. You won’t destroy me. And I’m going to get back up.
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Emotional Rollercoaster
Early morning: Had a nightmare that my girlfriend and I broke up. Woke up with a sigh of relief “whew, it was only a dream.” A few minutes later: Wait, no, it wasn’t just a dream. A punch in the gut. Overpowering sadness and pain. Physical chest pain also present. About an hour later: Numb. Dissociated. […]
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Just A Burden
Being ignored. The story of my life. But do you think I’m used to it? No, it still fucking hurts. I’m the odd one out. I’m the one whose voice doesn’t matter. Who doesn’t get asked whether I want to do something with them… Only to find out that day, from my uncle (not even […]
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Fighting For Air
This time of year, I feel the grief of everyone I have lost through the years. Too many people. Some gone too soon. Others leaving a broken heart in their shadows as they walk away. Tonight is one of those moments of intense grief. Memories drifting through my mind. The pain and hurt proving that I’m […]