Tag: Anger

• Protected: A Fragile State

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  Rayne

  December 1, 2016

  Borderline Personality Disorder

  Anger, Behaviour, Black & White Thinking, Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD, Depression, Emotional Dysregulation, Fear Of Abandonment, Fragile, Hopelessness, Hurt, Insecurity, Life, Meltdown, Mental Health, Mental Illness, Rage, Relationships, Sadness, Sensitivity, Studies, Suicidal Ideation

• Why

  This is a letter I wrote a few years ago, for a friend of mine who ended his life when we were 19 years old. I’m hoping that sending this out into the universe will help me let go. Dear M, You were one of my closest friends that year. Standing on the balcony, without […]

  Rayne

  November 25, 2016

  Life

  Abandonment, Anger, Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD, Broken, Confusion, Death, Depression, Despair, Emptiness, Friendship, Goodbye’s, Grief, Guilt, Hurt, Letter, Life, Loss, Memories, Mental Health, Mental Illness, Missing Someone, Regret, Relationships, Sadness, Suicide, The Past, Trauma

• Don’t Tell Me

  Don’t tell me it’s in the past, that I need to let it go. Because the past has the sneaky habit of intruding on the present. Don’t tell me what I feel is wrong. Because what I feel is coming from a real place and there’s a reason for it. Don’t tell me I need […]

  Rayne

  November 23, 2016

  Borderline Personality Disorder

  Anger, Behaviour, Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD, Depression, Family, Frustration, Hatred, Hurt, Irritability, Mental Health, Mental Illness, Narcissist, Rage, Relationships, Self Harm, Shame

• “Just Be Positive”

  I feel this post should come with a warning of ‘excessive language’. So there you have it. “It’s not that bad.” “It could have been worse.” “There’s always a silver lining if you just look hard enough.” Okay, stop right there. Those words are all well and good, but… When said in the wrong way, […]

  Rayne

  October 19, 2016

  Borderline Personality Disorder

  Anger, Anxiety, Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD, Communication, Depression, Frustration, Irritability, Life, Mental Health, Mental Illness, Negativity, Positivity, Self Harm, Stress, Struggle, Work

• If This Morning Were A Colour…

  If this morning were a colour, it would be Red. The colour of my blood, my tears. The colour of betrayal, abandonment, anger and hurt.

  Rayne

  October 2, 2016

  Relationships

  Abandonment, Anger, Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD, Confusion, Depression, Disconnection, Emptiness, Friendship, Hurt, Life, Loneliness, Mental Health, Mental Illness, Numb, Regret, Rejection, Sadness

• Protected: For The Love Of A Daughter

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  Rayne

  September 2, 2016

  Borderline Personality Disorder

  Anger, Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD, Broken, Depression, Despair, Devaluation, Family, Feeling Lost, Hatred, Hurt, Life, Love, Memories, Mental Health, Mental Illness, Relationships, Resilience, Sadness, Survival, The Past, Toxic Relationships