Tag: Borderline Personality Disorder
-
Now I’m Ready
I’m glad I went to group tonight. It was lovely seeing so many familiar faces. Despite it all, I still feel at home at the clinic, which surprised me tonight. My favourite OT, D was leading the group tonight. I shut myself off from her in the beginning. I didn’t even look at her. In […]
-
Two Sides
I don’t know what’s going on with me lately. On the one hand I’m okay. On the other, I’m suffering. It’s like I’m two different people in different moments during the day and night. Each person with her own unique feelings and experiences. I don’t know which one is the real me. Which are the […]
-
The Missing Writer
I’ve been meaning to write a post explaining my previous few posts, which may have been confusing, and some of which might have had no solid context for you. But I haven’t been able to do that yet. And I’m not sure whether I will be able to either. I’ve been having a really hard […]
-
I Can’t Remember Your Face…
Or the sound of your voice. I recently found out that I’m not exactly “normal” when it comes to how I remember how people look. My world is black and white, but not just in the BPD/cognitive distortion sense of the word. I’m unable to remember what people look like. How their voices sound. The […]