Tag: Breakdown

• Under Again

  

  I’m so angry, I want to break and destroy things and certain people. My rage has been so intense and I don’t know any other way to release it in a satisfactory way, other than hurting myself. I haven’t seen my therapist in over two weeks, and won’t be seeing her tomorrow (and probably next…

  Rayne

  March 2, 2021

  Mental Health

  Anger, Breakdown, Disconnection, Family, Fear, Friends, Life, Loneliness, Uncertainty

• Protected: 24 Hours With BPD During A Crisis Phase

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  Rayne

  June 11, 2017

  Borderline Personality Disorder

  Anxiety, Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD, Breakdown, Burn Out, Crisis, Depression, Despair, Dissociation, Emotional Dysregulation, Fear Of Abandonment, Self Care, Self Harm, Suicide, Work

• The Breakdown And Recovery

  It happened. As you know from my previous few posts, I’ve been in a very dark place. Thoughts of suicide overtaking everything, and coming to a head on Friday evening. Obsessive thoughts of death and dying. Over and over again. Pain so intense, memories so vivid. It felt as though I had hit rock bottom.…

  Rayne

  April 25, 2017

  Borderline Personality Disorder, Therapy

  Bond, BPD, Breakdown, Compassion, Connection, Death, Dissociation, Embarrassment, Emotions, Shame, Suicide, The Therapeutic Relationship, Therapist

• A Permanent Solution

  They say “suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem”. A temporary problem? How about years of “temporary problems”? Being hit time and time again. It’s not just one problem that pushes most people off the edge. It’s the problems that we’re stuck in for weeks, months, years. It all adds up. What then if…

  Rayne

  April 21, 2017

  Borderline Personality Disorder, Depression

  BPD, Breakdown, Broken, Burden, Darkness, Death, Hopelessness, Sadness, Suicide

• Protected: Heading For A Breakdown

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  Rayne

  April 19, 2017

  Borderline Personality Disorder, Depression

  Anxiety, Breakdown, Burden, Comfort, Feeling Lost, Hypervigilant, Loneliness, Love, Memories, Overwhelmed, Self Hatred, Sensitivity, Shame, The Past, Triggers, Worry