Tag: Despair

• A Vision So Dark

  It hurts to breathe.

  Rayne

  May 28, 2016

  Depression

  Abandonment, Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD, Broken, Depression, Despair, Emptiness, Feeling Lost, Fragile, Hopelessness, Hurt, Life, Loneliness, Loss, Mental Health, Music, Numb, Sadness, Suicidal Ideation

• From The Deep: Why Can’t The Past Just Stay In The Past?

  It’s been one of those days. Where old hurts that I hadn’t even remembered in years came flooding back. Where people I had forgotten about, reappeared in my mind. Trying to push it aside. Trying to forget again. This pain is too much. I don’t want to feel it. Yet I do feel it. And […]

  Rayne

  May 11, 2016

  Relationships

  Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD, Broken, Depression, Despair, Feeling Lost, Hurt, Loneliness, Loss, Memories, Mental Health, Music, Relationships, Self Harm, The Past

• Gone

  I wish I could make myself disappear. It’s all too much. I want to sleep and never wake up. A darkness so thick and overwhelming I don’t know where I am. I’ve been trusting these past few weeks. Far too trusting. Now wounds have been opened, and attempts to close them are not working. I […]

  Rayne

  April 24, 2016

  Depression

  Anxiety, Borderline Personality Disorder, Broken, Depression, Despair, Emotional Abuse, Feeling Lost, Hopelessness, Loneliness, Mental Health, Negativity, Suicidal Ideation, Trust, Walls