Tag: Disconnection
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Under Again
I’m so angry, I want to break and destroy things and certain people. My rage has been so intense and I don’t know any other way to release it in a satisfactory way, other than hurting myself. I haven’t seen my therapist in over two weeks, and won’t be seeing her tomorrow (and probably next…
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Am I Still Me?
I’m not quite sure what I’m dealing with. For the past 6 days I’m having problems figuring out how I’m truly feeling. I just feel “different”. I’ll start with last week Thursday, because that’s when it all seemed to begin. After the final skills group for the day I asked D (OT) for a hug…
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Safe Travels – Part One
On Wednesday I got back from my week-long trip to see my mom and sisters. Annoyingly, I’m still recuperating from it. I had been looking forward to this trip since it was booked. I was counting down the days. Sometimes even the hours. Last Tuesday, after coming back from group, I started to feel unsettled.…
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Shutting The World Away
Phone off. Don’t want to hear from anyone. Don’t want to see anyone. Need to be alone for a while. Maybe it will stay this way. Don’t care anymore. Will still keep my commitments. But the world can’t have me right now.