Tag: Feeling Lost

• A Bad Weekend

  One of the criteria in the DSM for Borderline PD: 9. TRANSIENT, STRESS-RELATED PARANOID IDEAS OR SEVERE DISSOCIATIVE SYMPTOMS. I posted a “poem” the other day (can’t remember when exactly), and removed it at some point. I kept thinking that the person that post was inspired by would somehow come across it. Actually, I was…

  Rayne

  January 29, 2018

  Borderline Personality Disorder

  Anxiety, Borderline Personality Disorder, Dissociation, Feeling Lost, Paranoia, Relationships

• The Cliff

  I didn’t want to write on my blog ever again. But here I am. Don’t have the energy to write much. Will write more about what’s been going on at another time. Just need to get this out of my head. Standing on a high cliff. I had climbed up that cliff with the help of…

  Rayne

  July 17, 2017

  Depression

  Borderline Personality Disorder, Despair, Feeling Lost, Feeling Stuck, Loneliness, Suicidal Ideation

• Protected: Heading For A Breakdown

  There is no excerpt because this is a protected post.

  Rayne

  April 19, 2017

  Borderline Personality Disorder, Depression

  Anxiety, Breakdown, Burden, Comfort, Feeling Lost, Hypervigilant, Loneliness, Love, Memories, Overwhelmed, Self Hatred, Sensitivity, Shame, The Past, Triggers, Worry

• Losing You

  You feel a million miles away Each day drawing us further apart It seems we’re pushing one another away Then trying desperately to cling on Is there something left to save?

  Rayne

  March 26, 2017

  Relationships

  Borderline Personality Disorder, Confusion, Depression, Fear Of Abandonment, Feeling Lost, Heartbreak, Hurt, Love, Relationships, Sadness, Walls

• Never Thought I’d Be Here – Part One

  On Thursday morning I was reading something on the internet, when I started to feel uncomfortable. All of a sudden, that feeling erupted in a full on trigger. I immediately turned into a mess. I became that 14-year-old who had just been broken by someone she had looked up to and trusted. Images and emotions…

  Rayne

  February 1, 2017

  Borderline Personality Disorder

  Anxiety, BPD, Comfort, Confusion, Connection, Dissociation, Emotional Dysregulation, Emotions, Fear, Feeling Lost, Flashbacks, Fragile, Inner Child, Insecurity, Meltdown, Memories, Mental Health, Mental Illness, Overwhelmed, Panic, Psychiatric Clinic, Psychiatrist, Psychologist, Shame, Struggle, The Therapeutic Relationship, Therapist, Trauma

• Stranger In This World

  This is something I wrote on the 15th March 2016, and stumbled upon today. It applies just as much now as it did back then. Where do I belong? Why do I have this constant yearning to be anywhere but here? People call places home. I haven’t yet found my own. Does that place even exist? Or is there a…

  Rayne

  January 13, 2017

  Borderline Personality Disorder

  Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD, Darkness, Depersonalization, Depression, Derealization, Dissociation, Emptiness, Feeling Lost, Hopelessness, Life, Mental Health, Mental Illness, Numb, Quotes, Soul, Tired, Writing