Tag: Feeling Lost

• Crash & Burn

  I’m at breaking point. I haven’t been in this place in a very long time, and I almost didn’t notice the signs. They’ve have been there for months, slowly building up. My previous post “It’s So Dark” is a good indication of where I’m at, but it’s all come to a head now. I’m crashing, and if […]

  Rayne

  December 28, 2016

  Depression

  Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD, Depression, Disconnection, Exhaustion, Feeling Lost, Feeling Stuck, Life, Meltdown, Mental Health, Mental Illness, Needs, Self Care, Tired, Vulnerability

• It’s So Dark

  For the past week, I’ve been depressed most of the time. I can’t seem to shake it. I don’t even know where I am sometimes. I’m in a constant state of exhaustion. Feeling disconnected from everyone. I just want to be alone. It’s like someone else is living in my head, my body. Empty one […]

  Rayne

  December 26, 2016

  Depression

  Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD, Darkness, Depression, Despair, Disconnection, Dissociation, Emptiness, Exhaustion, Feeling Lost, Feeling Stuck, Fragile, Hopelessness, Hurt, Life, Mental Health, Mental Illness, Numb, Suicidal Ideation, Tired, Vulnerability

• Protected: Empty

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  Rayne

  November 13, 2016

  Work

  Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD, Change, Connection, Depression, Dissociation, Emptiness, Feeling Lost, Fragile, Hurt, Life, Making Progress, Mental Health, Mental Illness, Missing Someone, Music, Numb, Relationships, Sadness, Soul, Vulnerability, Work

• Video: The Letter

  I was inspired to make a video, thanks to my lovely friend, Summer (check out her blog here) who has made quite a few of her own already. This is my first video, so it’s not perfect. But it’s good enough. Something I’m learning to be comfortable with, as I’m an extreme perfectionist. I’m been really depressed and drained today. So […]

  Rayne

  November 4, 2016

  Depression

  Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD, Depression, Derealization, Despair, Emptiness, Encouragement, Feeling Lost, Feeling Stuck, Fragile, Hope, Hopelessness, Hurt, Inspiration, Letter, Life, Mental Health, Mental Illness, Music, Numb, Overwhelmed, Resilience, Sadness, Staying The Course, Suicidal Ideation, Vulnerability

• Protected: Work and Mental Health Issues

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  Rayne

  October 31, 2016

  Work

  Anxiety, Change, Confusion, Depression, Despair, Embarrassment, Feeling Lost, Feeling Stuck, Fragile, Frustration, Hopelessness, Hurt, Insecurity, Irritability, Meltdown, Mental Health, Mental Illness, Negativity, Overwhelmed, Panic, Panic Attack, Photography, Quit, Sensitivity, Stress, Struggle, Suicidal Ideation, Work

• Feeling The Grief

  I’ve never liked that word. Grief. Even as I’m typing it out, I’m cringing inside. But as a friend recently told me, words are just that. Words. The morning after having written my post ‘Basking in the Sun‘, I woke up with this feeling of intense sadness. It’s followed me through the entire week, and […]

  Rayne

  September 25, 2016

  Life

  Attachment, Awareness, Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD, Broken, Change, Connection, Depersonalization, Depression, Derealization, Despair, Emptiness, Feeling Lost, Fragile, Friendship, Goodbye’s, Grief, Guilt, Happiness, Hopelessness, Hurt, Letting Go, Loss, Memories, Mental Health, Mental Illness, Missing Someone, Music, Overwhelmed, Relationships, Sadness, Struggle, The Future, The Past, Toxic Relationships, Vulnerability