Tag: Feeling Stuck

• The Cliff

  I didn’t want to write on my blog ever again. But here I am. Don’t have the energy to write much. Will write more about what’s been going on at another time. Just need to get this out of my head. Standing on a high cliff. I had climbed up that cliff with the help of…

  Rayne

  July 17, 2017

  Depression

  Borderline Personality Disorder, Despair, Feeling Lost, Feeling Stuck, Loneliness, Suicidal Ideation

• Protected: Sleep, And A Dream

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  Rayne

  July 9, 2017

  Dreams

  Dissociation, Dream, Feeling Stuck, Medication, Self-Soothe, Sleep, Tired

• Protected: To The Man Who Raised Me

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  Rayne

  May 25, 2017

  Borderline Personality Disorder, Relationships

  Anger, Attachment, Broken, Depression, Family, Fear, Feeling Stuck, Flashbacks, Hatred, Letter, Love, Memories, Narcissist, Overwhelmed, Survival, Toxic Relationships, Trauma

• This Unwelcome Feeling

  This unwelcome feeling seeps into my soul. Where did it come from, and will it ever go? It’s not a thought, nor is it really a desire. It’s a feeling that haunts me day by day. Constantly lurking in the shadows. It’s presence can be felt even on the best days. I can’t stand feeling…

  Rayne

  March 30, 2017

  Borderline Personality Disorder

  Darkness, Depression, Feeling Stuck, Frustration, Mental Health, Mental Illness

• Crash & Burn

  I’m at breaking point. I haven’t been in this place in a very long time, and I almost didn’t notice the signs. They’ve have been there for months, slowly building up. My previous post “It’s So Dark” is a good indication of where I’m at, but it’s all come to a head now. I’m crashing, and if…

  Rayne

  December 28, 2016

  Depression

  Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD, Depression, Disconnection, Exhaustion, Feeling Lost, Feeling Stuck, Life, Meltdown, Mental Health, Mental Illness, Needs, Self Care, Tired, Vulnerability

• It’s So Dark

  For the past week, I’ve been depressed most of the time. I can’t seem to shake it. I don’t even know where I am sometimes. I’m in a constant state of exhaustion. Feeling disconnected from everyone. I just want to be alone. It’s like someone else is living in my head, my body. Empty one…

  Rayne

  December 26, 2016

  Depression

  Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD, Darkness, Depression, Despair, Disconnection, Dissociation, Emptiness, Exhaustion, Feeling Lost, Feeling Stuck, Fragile, Hopelessness, Hurt, Life, Mental Health, Mental Illness, Numb, Suicidal Ideation, Tired, Vulnerability