Tag: Flashbacks

• Protected: To The Man Who Raised Me

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  Rayne

  May 25, 2017

  Borderline Personality Disorder, Relationships

  Anger, Attachment, Broken, Depression, Family, Fear, Feeling Stuck, Flashbacks, Hatred, Letter, Love, Memories, Narcissist, Overwhelmed, Survival, Toxic Relationships, Trauma

• I Want It To Stop

  The excruciating physical pain I’ve been in this week has subsided quite a bit. It’s not as unbearable as it was. But the emotional pain has stuck around. In my previous post, I wrote how I feel like crying when thinking about the next day, week, etc. But now, its escalated into panic. How the…

  Rayne

  May 20, 2017

  Borderline Personality Disorder, Trauma

  Depression, Despair, Emotional Dysregulation, Flashbacks, Inner Child, Loneliness, Memories, Music, Nightmares, Panic, The Past, Therapist

• Protected: Going Out Of My Mind

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  Rayne

  May 18, 2017

  Depression, Life

  Borderline Personality Disorder, Depression, Flashbacks, Medication, Occupational Therapist, Suicidal Ideation, Therapist, Trauma, Triggers

• Letter To The 14 Year Old

  Every now and then I go through my computer and delete everything I don’t want or need anymore. Those things that I won’t need soon, but still want access to, I put on my external HDD. I don’t like clutter. Not even on my computer. Everything needs to be named properly and be in neat…

  Rayne

  April 28, 2017

  Trauma

  Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD, Broken, Dissociation, Family, Fear, Flashbacks, Hopelessness, Letter, Memories, Panic Attack, Shame, The Past, Trauma, Triggers, Writing

• Protected: A Long, Hard Week

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  Rayne

  April 17, 2017

  Relationships

  Connection, Emotions, Exhaustion, Family, Fear, Flashbacks, Memories, Occupational Therapist, Panic, Protective, Suicidal Ideation, The Past, Therapist

• Protected: My Friend, Disassociation

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  Rayne

  April 5, 2017

  Borderline Personality Disorder

  Dissociation, Emotions, Fear, Flashbacks, Memories, Nightmares, Quotes, The Past