Tag: Friends

• Under Again

  

  I’m so angry, I want to break and destroy things and certain people. My rage has been so intense and I don’t know any other way to release it in a satisfactory way, other than hurting myself. I haven’t seen my therapist in over two weeks, and won’t be seeing her tomorrow (and probably next…

  Rayne

  March 2, 2021

  Mental Health

  Anger, Breakdown, Disconnection, Family, Fear, Friends, Life, Loneliness, Uncertainty

• Angry and Alone

  I’m so fucking angry that I feel like breaking everything in this damn house! Damn M for telling me when she did that I needed to move out, rather than listen to her psychiatrist and wait until my therapist is back! She was being so selfish. Now I’m alone here, looking after her dog (of…

  Rayne

  February 24, 2020

  Depression

  Abandonment, Anger, Depression, Friends

• Protected: Where To Now?

  

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  Rayne

  February 20, 2020

  Life

  Family, Friends, Work

• Protected: Can’t The World Just Forget I Exist For A While?

  

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  Rayne

  September 21, 2019

  Mental Health

  Anxiety, Friends, Guilt, Mental Health, Relationships, Work

• Adult Children

  I had another great night’s rest. I’m constantly tired (the story of my life), but for most of the day, much less than usual. Wow, I really needed all the sleep I’ve been getting. So I was in a good, healthy mood this morning. I had a few not so good moments, but they were…

  Rayne

  July 10, 2017

  Life, Photography

  Children, Friends, Gratefulness, Happiness, Inner Child, Life, Nature, Photography, Sleep, Social Life, Tired, Work

• Alone

  Did a photo shoot for some friends. Wasn’t up for it. Depressed. Did it anyway. They seemed to be having fun. I was on autopilot. Tried to have fun. It wasn’t happening. Went out for coffee with them afterward. Felt empty. Could barely talk. Good thing they seemed to be talking among themselves enough for…

  Rayne

  July 8, 2017

  Depression

  Borderline Personality Disorder, Darkness, Depression, Emptiness, Fragile, Friends, Life, Loneliness, Quiet, Sadness, Self-Soothing, Tired