Tag: Goodbye’s
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Love, You’re Still Here
Slowly making its way into my consciousness The feelings came first, then the memories And I saw you everywhere that night As the old year started fading away I knew I’d have to face the new year without you But your shadow wouldn’t let go of me It felt like just yesterday you were by…
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On Connection, And Saying Goodbye
Yesterday was my last full day in the clinic. All that was left for me to do was to see my psychiatrist and the psychologist I’ve been seeing here this morning. I woke up late yesterday morning, and felt somewhat disconnected from everyone and everything the entire day. My stomach had also been giving me…
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And So It Ends…
Jasmine and I are done. We had met up for coffee last Sunday. The first in months… Ever since Elizabeth and I started dating. I thought things had gone quite well. We were even talking about my plans for my birthday next year, with her telling me she’d be there. After the meet up I…
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A Heavy Heart
It’s been a tough couple of weeks. Seeing my ex again affected me so much more than I expected. I didn’t actually think it would affect me at all. But what gave her closure, opened up old wounds in me. Wounds, I realized, I had just placed a band-aid over. Leaving the relationship was hard.…
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First Love
Lonely tonight. I had her. I lost her. She let me go. She broke my heart. My first love. A love I never experienced before or since. There were others I thought I was in love with. I wasn’t. I was just infatuated for a short while. I had been fooling myself. But with her…
Journey Toward Healing 