Tag: Grief

• How Can I Believe?

  I wish I could believe this quote. I’ve been somewhat in survival mode for so long that it feels I’ll never get out of it. That there’s no end in sight. My childhood was one of survival. I always thought that once I was out of that stage of my life I would be okay.…

  Rayne

  August 1, 2021

  Depression

  Abandonment, Depression, Grief, Hopelessness, Insecurity, Isolation, Loneliness

• The Truth About Grief

  I came across this on Facebook. Couldn’t have said it better myself. Grief is complicated. Words can heal, or they can harm. Be careful with them.

  Rayne

  April 18, 2021

  Mental Health

  Grief, Life, Loss

• A Heavy Heart

  It’s been a tough couple of weeks. Seeing my ex again affected me so much more than I expected. I didn’t actually think it would affect me at all. But what gave her closure, opened up old wounds in me. Wounds, I realized, I had just placed a band-aid over. Leaving the relationship was hard.…

  Rayne

  August 2, 2017

  Relationships

  Emotions, Goodbye’s, Grief, Healing, Heartbreak, Loss, Rational Emotive Behavior Therapy, REBT, Sadness, Self-Compassion

• Protected: Scared Of Losing Them

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  Rayne

  June 17, 2017

  Borderline Personality Disorder

  Abandonment, Disconnection, Family, Fear Of Abandonment, Grief, Loss, The Therapeutic Relationship

• Protection And Running Away

  This is a follow up from my previous post. After I had written it, and gone to sleep, I had a nightmare. Before I get into the dream, it needs to be said that most of my dreams over the years have followed a similar theme. They all involve me protecting others (or myself and…

  Rayne

  May 15, 2017

  Dreams, Life

  Awareness, Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD, Depression, Dreams, Family, Fear, Grief, Inner Child, Little One, Nightmares, Protection, Recurrent Nightmares, Resilience, The Past, Trauma

• Protected: A Year

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  Rayne

  May 8, 2017

  Relationships

  Death, Family, Goodbye’s, Grief, Guilt, Regret, Suicide