How Can I Believe?
I wish I could believe this quote. I’ve been somewhat in survival mode for so long that it feels I’ll never get out of it. That there’s no end in sight. My childhood was one of survival. I always thought that once I was out of that stage of my life I would be okay.…
Too much pressure. Too much pain. Anxiety. Worry. One shock after another. One of my friends recently told me that I seem to have the worst luck. Ha! I try so damn hard. I try to be positive. And for what? For everything to blow up in my face anyway? For things to continually go…
Caught Out In The Rainstorm
I’m done wishing and hoping… For the friend I can rely on. For the university qualification and job I’ve always wanted. For the love that will stick around. For the dog I long to be a home for. For the freedom and security I strive for. That this idea just might be the one to…
Letter To The 14 Year Old
Every now and then I go through my computer and delete everything I don’t want or need anymore. Those things that I won’t need soon, but still want access to, I put on my external HDD. I don’t like clutter. Not even on my computer. Everything needs to be named properly and be in neat…