Tag: Hurt

• Fighting For Air

  This time of year, I feel the grief of everyone I have lost through the years. Too many people. Some gone too soon. Others leaving a broken heart in their shadows as they walk away. Tonight is one of those moments of intense grief. Memories drifting through my mind. The pain and hurt proving that I’m…

  Rayne

  December 14, 2016

  Depression

  Abandonment, Anger, Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD, Broken, Depression, Despair, Goodbye’s, Grief, Hurt, Life, Loss, Memories, Mental Health, Mental Illness, Missing Someone, Overwhelmed, Relationships, Sadness, Suicidal Ideation, The Past

• Protected: #If Depression Were A Choice

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  Rayne

  December 9, 2016

  Depression

  Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD, Depression, Hopelessness, Hurt, Life, Mental Health, Mental Illness, Relationships, Sadness, Suicidal Ideation, Suicide

• Protected: Already Missing Her

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  Rayne

  December 7, 2016

  Therapy

  Abandonment, Anxiety, Attachment, Bond, Borderline Personality Disorder, Boundaries, BPD, Connection, Depression, Despair, Fear, Fear Of Abandonment, Fragile, Goodbye’s, Hurt, Idealization, Life, Mental Health, Mental Illness, Missing Someone, Nightmares, Object Constancy, Obsessive Attachments, Psychologist, Relationships, Sadness, Skills, The Therapeutic Relationship, Therapist, Therapy, Therapy Break, Trust

• Protected: A Fragile State

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  Rayne

  December 1, 2016

  Borderline Personality Disorder

  Anger, Behaviour, Black & White Thinking, Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD, Depression, Emotional Dysregulation, Fear Of Abandonment, Fragile, Hopelessness, Hurt, Insecurity, Life, Meltdown, Mental Health, Mental Illness, Rage, Relationships, Sadness, Sensitivity, Studies, Suicidal Ideation

• Why

  This is a letter I wrote a few years ago, for a friend of mine who ended his life when we were 19 years old. I’m hoping that sending this out into the universe will help me let go. Dear M, You were one of my closest friends that year. Standing on the balcony, without…

  Rayne

  November 25, 2016

  Life

  Abandonment, Anger, Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD, Broken, Confusion, Death, Depression, Despair, Emptiness, Friendship, Goodbye’s, Grief, Guilt, Hurt, Letter, Life, Loss, Memories, Mental Health, Mental Illness, Missing Someone, Regret, Relationships, Sadness, Suicide, The Past, Trauma

• Don’t Tell Me

  Don’t tell me it’s in the past, that I need to let it go. Because the past has the sneaky habit of intruding on the present. Don’t tell me what I feel is wrong. Because what I feel is coming from a real place and there’s a reason for it. Don’t tell me I need…

  Rayne

  November 23, 2016

  Borderline Personality Disorder

  Anger, Behaviour, Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD, Depression, Family, Frustration, Hatred, Hurt, Irritability, Mental Health, Mental Illness, Narcissist, Rage, Relationships, Self Harm, Shame