Tag: Little One

• Protection And Running Away

  This is a follow up from my previous post. After I had written it, and gone to sleep, I had a nightmare. Before I get into the dream, it needs to be said that most of my dreams over the years have followed a similar theme. They all involve me protecting others (or myself and…

  Rayne

  May 15, 2017

  Dreams, Life

  Awareness, Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD, Depression, Dreams, Family, Fear, Grief, Inner Child, Little One, Nightmares, Protection, Recurrent Nightmares, Resilience, The Past, Trauma

• Attachment: Here We Go Again

  I’ve gone and done it again. I got attached to someone else. My psychiatrist. When I first met her, that Friday that I booked myself into the clinic, I can’t remember most of our interaction. I saw her four more times after that, and didn’t know what to make of her. So there wasn’t an…

  Rayne

  February 22, 2017

  Borderline Personality Disorder, Relationships

  Abandonment, Attachment, Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD, Connection, Fear Of Abandonment, Fragile, Idealization, Inner Child, Kindness, Little One, Mental Health, Mental Illness, Object Constancy, Psychiatric Clinic, Psychiatrist, Relationships, Sadness, Vulnerability

• Protected: “Daddy, Please Just Stop, And Notice Me.”

  There is no excerpt because this is a protected post.

  Rayne

  November 16, 2016

  Relationships

  Anxiety, Attachment, Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD, Broken, Communication, Confusion, Depression, Despair, Dissociation, Family, Fear, Flashbacks, Fragile, Frustration, Hurt, Inner Child, Insecurity, Little One, Memories, Mental Health, Mental Illness, Overwhelmed, Quit, Rejection, Relationships, Sadness, Sensitivity, Splitting, Suicidal Ideation, The Past, The Therapeutic Relationship, Therapist, Transference, Trauma, Vulnerability, Walls, Work

• Warrior

  When I heard this song for the first time, I couldn’t stop the tears from falling. It felt like all the pain I had been holding deep inside me, just came pouring out. The most agonizing pain. The kind of pain that feels so raw. And like it will never end. This is one of those songs that seems as…

  Rayne

  October 29, 2016

  Borderline Personality Disorder

  BPD, Broken, Denial, Depression, Despair, Emotional Abuse, Fighter, Flashbacks, Grief, Healing, Hurt, Inner Child, Life, Little One, Loss, Memories, Mental Health, Mental Illness, Music, Nightmares, Resilience, Sadness, Sexual Abuse, Shame, Strength, Survival, The Past, Trauma, Warrior

• Feeling The Heart Of The Little One

  Little lost girl… Stranded on an island, with no one in sight Abandoned… And no hope of ever being rescued I am her And she is me But I don’t know how to save her

  Rayne

  August 30, 2016

  Depression

  Abandonment, Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD, Feeling Lost, Fragile, Hopelessness, Inner Child, Little One, Loneliness, Mental Health, Mental Illness, Needs, Object Constancy, Sadness, Soul, Trauma, Vulnerability