Tag: Loss

• Feeling The Grief

  I’ve never liked that word. Grief. Even as I’m typing it out, I’m cringing inside. But as a friend recently told me, words are just that. Words. The morning after having written my post ‘Basking in the Sun‘, I woke up with this feeling of intense sadness. It’s followed me through the entire week, and […]

  Rayne

  September 25, 2016

  Life

  Attachment, Awareness, Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD, Broken, Change, Connection, Depersonalization, Depression, Derealization, Despair, Emptiness, Feeling Lost, Fragile, Friendship, Goodbye’s, Grief, Guilt, Happiness, Hopelessness, Hurt, Letting Go, Loss, Memories, Mental Health, Mental Illness, Missing Someone, Music, Overwhelmed, Relationships, Sadness, Struggle, The Future, The Past, Toxic Relationships, Vulnerability

• The Familiar Taste Of Poison

  This song represents a few different things for me. We long to be free. But during agonizing, vulnerable times, we’re unable to resist the pull. The Familiar Taste of Poison “Drink the wine, my darling” you said “Take your time, and consume all of it” But the roses were only to drain my inspiration The […]

  Rayne

  July 28, 2016

  Borderline Personality Disorder

  Abandonment, Anger, Anxiety, Attachment, Borderline Personality Disorder, Boundaries, BPD, Broken, Connection, Depression, Despair, Dissociation, Emptiness, Fear, Feeling Lost, Frustration, Hopelessness, Loneliness, Loss, Memories, Mental Health, Music, Numb, Obsessive Attachments, Rejection, Relationships, Sadness, Self Harm, Suicidal Ideation

• I Put My Armour On

  Rayne

  July 26, 2016

  Music

  Abandonment, Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD, Broken, Depression, Dissociation, Emptiness, Fear, Feeling Lost, Loneliness, Loss, Mental Health, Music, Rejection

• Today

  Today I broke. Shattered into tiny pieces. Today I died. Let me rest in peace.

  Rayne

  July 20, 2016

  Depression

  Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD, Broken, Depression, Emptiness, Feeling Lost, Hurt, Loneliness, Loss, Mental Health

• Protected: The Mother I Knew

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  Rayne

  July 4, 2016

  Relationships

  Abandonment, Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD, Broken, Connection, Depression, Loneliness, Loss, Memories, Mental Health, Rejection, Relationships, The Past

• A Vision So Dark

  It hurts to breathe.

  Rayne

  May 28, 2016

  Depression

  Abandonment, Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD, Broken, Depression, Despair, Emptiness, Feeling Lost, Fragile, Hopelessness, Hurt, Life, Loneliness, Loss, Mental Health, Music, Numb, Sadness, Suicidal Ideation