Love, You’re Still Here

Slowly making its way into my consciousness The feelings came first, then the memories And I saw you everywhere that night As the old year started fading away I knew I’d have to face the new year without you But your shadow wouldn’t let go of me It felt like just yesterday you were by

Contemplating Romantic Relationships

I’ve been single for the vast majority of my life. Part of the reason is because I find social situations challenging and overwhelming, so don’t go out much or meet new people often. Another reason is that I enjoy spending time alone and can quickly become irritated when I don’t spend enough time by myself

Do I Really Love?

There are times where I feel nothing for people. Not even those I “claim” to love. This can last from hours to weeks. Sometimes I wonder whether I really do love after all? Then there are moments where I know I love that person/those people and I feel it, but that feeling can come and

Bleeding and Beaten Down

You’ve lied to me enough. I won’t trust a word you say. You’ve hurt me enough. This was the final straw. Now I’m taking my love back. You broke it. You lost. You managed to knock me down hard. But I’m strong. You won’t destroy me. And I’m going to get back up.

The End.

I guess I can’t say that I didn’t see this coming. But I didn’t believe that it would actually happen. As I mentioned in my previous post, Elizabeth and I broke up two weeks ago. She came over the Sunday evening and she asked me whether we could try starting over, and get back to

Relationship Confusion

I’ve been confused, anxious, and depressed lately, and just wanted some opinions, and other’s perspectives on a situation. For the past few weeks things have felt very unstable in my relationship with Elizabeth. Late last week, I thought we had worked through everything. But the past few days it seems nothing has really changed, and