Tag: Memories
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Love, You’re Still Here
Slowly making its way into my consciousness The feelings came first, then the memories And I saw you everywhere that night As the old year started fading away I knew I’d have to face the new year without you But your shadow wouldn’t let go of me It felt like just yesterday you were by…
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I “Forget” People
I may have written about this before, but it’s really bothering me today. One of the most frustrating things about myself is that I seem incapable of holding onto an image of a person. I can miss that person intensely. I could have known that person my entire life and seen them nearly every day.…
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I Can’t Remember Your Face…
Or the sound of your voice. I recently found out that I’m not exactly “normal” when it comes to how I remember how people look. My world is black and white, but not just in the BPD/cognitive distortion sense of the word. I’m unable to remember what people look like. How their voices sound. The…
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Inside & Outside
My outside doesn’t match my inside. I can talk about my emotions. How I’ve been feeling. How I’m currently feeling. To everyone else, it looks like I’m okay. Yet in those moments of talking about my feelings, my outside doesn’t reflect how I’m feeling on the inside. There’s a disconnect. And I don’t know why,…
Journey Toward Healing 