Tag: Memories

• The Box Of Hope

  I had coffee with one of my best friends on Sunday afternoon/evening. As usual I really enjoyed spending time with her. I had been depressed that day again, and even though she also wasn’t feeling so great either, she made me feel so much better about myself (the way she always does). She said some […]

  Rayne

  August 2, 2016

  Inspiration

  Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD, Connection, Depression, Encouragement, Friendship, Hope, Life, Loneliness, Memories, Mental Health, Music, Relationships, Suicidal Ideation

• The Familiar Taste Of Poison

  This song represents a few different things for me. We long to be free. But during agonizing, vulnerable times, we’re unable to resist the pull. The Familiar Taste of Poison “Drink the wine, my darling” you said “Take your time, and consume all of it” But the roses were only to drain my inspiration The […]

  Rayne

  July 28, 2016

  Borderline Personality Disorder

  Abandonment, Anger, Anxiety, Attachment, Borderline Personality Disorder, Boundaries, BPD, Broken, Connection, Depression, Despair, Dissociation, Emptiness, Fear, Feeling Lost, Frustration, Hopelessness, Loneliness, Loss, Memories, Mental Health, Music, Numb, Obsessive Attachments, Rejection, Relationships, Sadness, Self Harm, Suicidal Ideation

• Protected: The Mother I Knew

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  Rayne

  July 4, 2016

  Relationships

  Abandonment, Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD, Broken, Connection, Depression, Loneliness, Loss, Memories, Mental Health, Rejection, Relationships, The Past

• Aftermath

  She sleeps But gets no rest Don’t close your eyes Don’t look at them The glass shatters Cutting her open Blood stains on the floor She hides her eyes So the real bruises Can not be seen Who lives in this body? It does not belong Whispers in the dark Silent screams echo in her […]

  Rayne

  June 21, 2016

  Depression

  Anxiety, Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD, Broken, Depression, Despair, Emptiness, Fear, Hope, Hopelessness, Hurt, Memories, Mental Health, Numb, Sadness, Trauma, Writing

• From The Deep: Why Can’t The Past Just Stay In The Past?

  It’s been one of those days. Where old hurts that I hadn’t even remembered in years came flooding back. Where people I had forgotten about, reappeared in my mind. Trying to push it aside. Trying to forget again. This pain is too much. I don’t want to feel it. Yet I do feel it. And […]

  Rayne

  May 11, 2016

  Relationships

  Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD, Broken, Depression, Despair, Feeling Lost, Hurt, Loneliness, Loss, Memories, Mental Health, Music, Relationships, Self Harm, The Past

• A Missing Piece

  Woke up this morning with a deep sadness that seemed to have taken over my entire body. I couldn’t move. I don’t know how long I just lay in bed feeling a heaviness that pinned me down and wouldn’t let go. Then it hit me. I’m missing something. Someone. Today I feel the loss of […]

  Rayne

  April 18, 2016

  Relationships

  Borderline Personality Disorder, Broken, Depression, Feeling Lost, Letting Go, Loss, Memories, Mental Health, Missing Someone, Music, Relationships, Sadness, Self Harm, Suicidal Ideation