Tag: Negativity

• Protected: Work and Mental Health Issues

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  Rayne

  October 31, 2016

  Work

  Anxiety, Change, Confusion, Depression, Despair, Embarrassment, Feeling Lost, Feeling Stuck, Fragile, Frustration, Hopelessness, Hurt, Insecurity, Irritability, Meltdown, Mental Health, Mental Illness, Negativity, Overwhelmed, Panic, Panic Attack, Photography, Quit, Sensitivity, Stress, Struggle, Suicidal Ideation, Work

• “Just Be Positive”

  I feel this post should come with a warning of ‘excessive language’. So there you have it. “It’s not that bad.” “It could have been worse.” “There’s always a silver lining if you just look hard enough.” Okay, stop right there. Those words are all well and good, but… When said in the wrong way,…

  Rayne

  October 19, 2016

  Borderline Personality Disorder

  Anger, Anxiety, Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD, Communication, Depression, Frustration, Irritability, Life, Mental Health, Mental Illness, Negativity, Positivity, Self Harm, Stress, Struggle, Work

• I Tried. I’m Trying.

  Where did I go? I’m a stranger. Waking up in the morning. Sitting outside with my coffee. Trying to be mindful and focus on the quiet and the cold air on my skin. Telling myself over and over again. “Today is going to be a good day”. I’m trying. The positive voice having been drowned…

  Rayne

  August 26, 2016

  Depression

  Anxiety, Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD, Broken, Confusion, Death, Depersonalization, Derealization, Despair, Disconnection, Dissociation, Emptiness, Feeling Lost, Flashbacks, Fragile, Hopelessness, Hurt, Life, Memories, Mental Health, Mental Illness, Mindfulness, Negativity, Numb, Overwhelmed, Quiet, Sadness, Stress, Struggle, The Past, Trauma

• Gone

  I wish I could make myself disappear. It’s all too much. I want to sleep and never wake up. A darkness so thick and overwhelming I don’t know where I am. I’ve been trusting these past few weeks. Far too trusting. Now wounds have been opened, and attempts to close them are not working. I…

  Rayne

  April 24, 2016

  Depression

  Anxiety, Borderline Personality Disorder, Broken, Depression, Despair, Emotional Abuse, Feeling Lost, Hopelessness, Loneliness, Mental Health, Negativity, Suicidal Ideation, Trust, Walls