Tag: Nightmares

• Nightmares & The Dark

  

  I’m having a hard time with my sleeping routine. I’m naturally a night owl, so go to bed quite late. I try to go to bed before 2am though. Sometimes I manage that, other times not so much. I usually wake up sometime between 10 and 11am. At least that’s how it used to be.…

  Rayne

  March 9, 2021

  Mental Health

  Business, Connection, Dissociation, Friendship, Loneliness, Mental Illness, Nightmares, Sleep, Therapist

• Protected: A Nightmare, and Trust

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  Rayne

  May 14, 2018

  Borderline Personality Disorder, Dreams

  Dreams, Nightmares, Relationships, The Past, Therapist, Trust

• Inside & Outside

  My outside doesn’t match my inside. I can talk about my emotions. How I’ve been feeling. How I’m currently feeling. To everyone else, it looks like I’m okay. Yet in those moments of talking about my feelings, my outside doesn’t reflect how I’m feeling on the inside. There’s a disconnect. And I don’t know why,…

  Rayne

  June 13, 2017

  Depression

  Anxiety, Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD, Depression, Disconnection, Dissociation, Emotions, Memories, Nightmares

• I Want It To Stop

  The excruciating physical pain I’ve been in this week has subsided quite a bit. It’s not as unbearable as it was. But the emotional pain has stuck around. In my previous post, I wrote how I feel like crying when thinking about the next day, week, etc. But now, its escalated into panic. How the…

  Rayne

  May 20, 2017

  Borderline Personality Disorder, Trauma

  Depression, Despair, Emotional Dysregulation, Flashbacks, Inner Child, Loneliness, Memories, Music, Nightmares, Panic, The Past, Therapist

• Protection And Running Away

  This is a follow up from my previous post. After I had written it, and gone to sleep, I had a nightmare. Before I get into the dream, it needs to be said that most of my dreams over the years have followed a similar theme. They all involve me protecting others (or myself and…

  Rayne

  May 15, 2017

  Dreams, Life

  Awareness, Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD, Depression, Dreams, Family, Fear, Grief, Inner Child, Little One, Nightmares, Protection, Recurrent Nightmares, Resilience, The Past, Trauma

• Protected: My Friend, Disassociation

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  Rayne

  April 5, 2017

  Borderline Personality Disorder

  Dissociation, Emotions, Fear, Flashbacks, Memories, Nightmares, Quotes, The Past