Tag: Numb
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Safe Travels – Part One
On Wednesday I got back from my week-long trip to see my mom and sisters. Annoyingly, I’m still recuperating from it. I had been looking forward to this trip since it was booked. I was counting down the days. Sometimes even the hours. Last Tuesday, after coming back from group, I started to feel unsettled. […]
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Mornings & Evenings
I don’t like going to bed at night. Come 7:00pm, I start getting frustrated that the day is almost over. I’ll stay up as late as I possibly can, until I just can’t keep my eyes open anymore. Which is usually 10:30-11:30pm. I don’t like waking up in the morning. I always wake up exhausted, […]
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Is It True?
I have been in a relatively good mood today. Nothing special happened, I was just at peace. But right now I’m not doing so well. Right now I feel as though I was hit by a truck carrying huge stone pillars, and I’m lying in the road, unable to move. A few hours ago, I […]
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Stranger In This World
This is something I wrote on the 15th March 2016, and stumbled upon today. It applies just as much now as it did back then. Where do I belong? Why do I have this constant yearning to be anywhere but here? People call places home. I haven’t yet found my own. Does that place even exist? Or is there a […]
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It’s So Dark
For the past week, I’ve been depressed most of the time. I can’t seem to shake it. I don’t even know where I am sometimes. I’m in a constant state of exhaustion. Feeling disconnected from everyone. I just want to be alone. It’s like someone else is living in my head, my body. Empty one […]
Journey Toward Healing 