Tag: Overwhelmed

• Losing Control

  I’m fed up. The year has only begun, yet it feels like December all over again. I’m tired, stressed, and overwhelmed. January is a terrible time financially for most people. I’m feeling the pain of being broke right about now, and having debit orders bounce. I’m also having some family issues, and on the verge…

  Rayne

  January 3, 2018

  Borderline Personality Disorder

  Crisis, Fear, Frustration, Overwhelmed

• The Missing Writer

  I’ve been meaning to write a post explaining my previous few posts, which may have been confusing, and some of which might have had no solid context for you. But I haven’t been able to do that yet. And I’m not sure whether I will be able to either. I’ve been having a really hard…

  Rayne

  October 4, 2017

  Anxiety

  Anxiety, Borderline Personality Disorder, Overwhelmed, Therapy, Writing

• Protected: To The Man Who Raised Me

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  Rayne

  May 25, 2017

  Borderline Personality Disorder, Relationships

  Anger, Attachment, Broken, Depression, Family, Fear, Feeling Stuck, Flashbacks, Hatred, Letter, Love, Memories, Narcissist, Overwhelmed, Survival, Toxic Relationships, Trauma

• Protected: Heading For A Breakdown

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  Rayne

  April 19, 2017

  Borderline Personality Disorder, Depression

  Anxiety, Breakdown, Burden, Comfort, Feeling Lost, Hypervigilant, Loneliness, Love, Memories, Overwhelmed, Self Hatred, Sensitivity, Shame, The Past, Triggers, Worry

• Is It True?

  I have been in a relatively good mood today. Nothing special happened, I was just at peace. But right now I’m not doing so well. Right now I feel as though I was hit by a truck carrying huge stone pillars, and I’m lying in the road, unable to move. A few hours ago, I…

  Rayne

  February 27, 2017

  Borderline Personality Disorder

  Confusion, Depersonalization, Derealization, Dissociation, Emptiness, Fear, Flashbacks, Memories, Numb, Overwhelmed, Suicidal Ideation, The Past

• Dream: The Room Under The Stairs

  It was dark. Quiet. So dark that I couldn’t see my hands in front of my face. The only sound piercing the silence, was the rhythmic breathing of someone sleeping nearby. Confused and disoriented, I tried to remember where I was, and why. Suddenly the door opened, and light illuminated the room. It was a…

  Rayne

  February 16, 2017

  Dreams

  Confusion, Derealization, Dissociation, Dreams, Nightmares, Overwhelmed, Quiet, Writing