Tag: Overwhelmed

• Protected: Work and Mental Health Issues

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  Rayne

  October 31, 2016

  Work

  Anxiety, Change, Confusion, Depression, Despair, Embarrassment, Feeling Lost, Feeling Stuck, Fragile, Frustration, Hopelessness, Hurt, Insecurity, Irritability, Meltdown, Mental Health, Mental Illness, Negativity, Overwhelmed, Panic, Panic Attack, Photography, Quit, Sensitivity, Stress, Struggle, Suicidal Ideation, Work

• Protected: The Body And Trauma

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  Rayne

  October 8, 2016

  Borderline Personality Disorder

  Anxiety, Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD, Confusion, Depersonalization, Depression, Derealization, Dissociation, Fear, Flashbacks, Memories, Mental Health, Mental Illness, Mindfulness, Overwhelmed, Panic, Panic Attack, The Past, Trauma

• Note To Self

  Life doesn’t own you. You own life. Stay alive. Don’t allow the darkness to win. Because if you do, your suffering might come to an end, but the suffering of those you love, and left behind, will only begin. Be strong. Be brave. Just keep breathing.

  Rayne

  September 30, 2016

  Borderline Personality Disorder

  Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD, Depression, Encouragement, Fighter, Hopelessness, Life, Mental Health, Mental Illness, Overwhelmed, Resilience, Sadness, Staying The Course, Strength, Suicidal Ideation, Survival, Warrior

• Feeling The Grief

  I’ve never liked that word. Grief. Even as I’m typing it out, I’m cringing inside. But as a friend recently told me, words are just that. Words. The morning after having written my post ‘Basking in the Sun‘, I woke up with this feeling of intense sadness. It’s followed me through the entire week, and…

  Rayne

  September 25, 2016

  Life

  Attachment, Awareness, Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD, Broken, Change, Connection, Depersonalization, Depression, Derealization, Despair, Emptiness, Feeling Lost, Fragile, Friendship, Goodbye’s, Grief, Guilt, Happiness, Hopelessness, Hurt, Letting Go, Loss, Memories, Mental Health, Mental Illness, Missing Someone, Music, Overwhelmed, Relationships, Sadness, Struggle, The Future, The Past, Toxic Relationships, Vulnerability

• I Tried. I’m Trying.

  Where did I go? I’m a stranger. Waking up in the morning. Sitting outside with my coffee. Trying to be mindful and focus on the quiet and the cold air on my skin. Telling myself over and over again. “Today is going to be a good day”. I’m trying. The positive voice having been drowned…

  Rayne

  August 26, 2016

  Depression

  Anxiety, Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD, Broken, Confusion, Death, Depersonalization, Derealization, Despair, Disconnection, Dissociation, Emptiness, Feeling Lost, Flashbacks, Fragile, Hopelessness, Hurt, Life, Memories, Mental Health, Mental Illness, Mindfulness, Negativity, Numb, Overwhelmed, Quiet, Sadness, Stress, Struggle, The Past, Trauma

• Free

  Nowhere to run Nowhere to hide Push away the sun Keep the dark inside Too many voices Too many tears Do I have any choices Does life determine my years Push away the images But they follow at night Trying to build bridges While I desperately fight What’s real, what’s not Am I here, or…

  Rayne

  August 19, 2016

  Writing

  Anxiety, Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD, Confusion, Depression, Despair, Fear, Feeling Lost, Flashbacks, Fragile, Hopelessness, Memories, Mental Health, Mental Illness, Overwhelmed, Shame, Stress, The Past, Trauma