Tag: Puzzle

• I Am Not

  I am not my past. The past represents those things we have been through. It’s external. Yes, it may leave imprints. It may have changed me. But it’s not who I am deep down inside. I am not my mental illness, anymore than someone with a physical illness is that illness. It’s the deepest parts […]

  Rayne

  March 4, 2017

  Borderline Personality Disorder

  Growth, Life, Mental Illness, Puzzle, Soul, The Past, Trauma

• What’s This Now? A Therapy Break?

  It was one of those therapy sessions where it felt like I was talking to a best friend. It flowed, conversation was easy and seemed effortless. Relationship with Therapist has been great. There was a little bit of a rupture a few weeks ago, but we got past that quickly. Thank god. But I learned […]

  Rayne

  November 7, 2016

  Therapy

  Abandonment, Attachment, Bond, Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD, Commitment, Communication, Connection, Depression, Disconnection, Fear Of Abandonment, Gratefulness, Idealization, Insecurity, Making Progress, Mental Health, Mental Illness, Needs, Object Constancy, Obsessive Attachments, Psychologist, Puzzle, Relationships, The Therapeutic Relationship, Therapist, Therapy, Therapy Break, Trust

• With Her

  With her… I feel safe. Like no one and nothing can harm me. With her… The world around me doesn’t exist. She’s all I can see. With her… I can be myself. My mask fades away. With her… I feel seen. With her… I feel beautiful. A connection so rare. A connection so intense. So […]

  Rayne

  October 27, 2016

  Relationships

  Bond, Calm, Comfort, Connection, Feeling Safe, Gratefulness, Happiness, Healing, Hope, New Beginnings, Peace, Positivity, Puzzle, Relationships, Soul

• The Wrong House

  When I struggle with my own words, I’ve found that the words of others can say that which I’m unable to truly express. Whether it’s through a song, a blog post by someone else, or a poem, it doesn’t matter… As long as it speaks to the deeper parts within me. As this poem does. […]

  Rayne

  September 8, 2016

  Writing

  Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD, Contemplation, Depression, Derealization, Dissociation, Emptiness, Mental Health, Mental Illness, Numb, Puzzle, Reflection, Soul, Walls

• Protected: A Wasted Life. Begin Again.

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  Rayne

  August 29, 2016

  Life

  Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD, Change, Connection, Depression, Dreams, Family, Goals, Gratefulness, Hope, Inspiration, Mental Health, Mental Illness, New Beginnings, Obsessive Attachments, Positivity, Psychologist, Psychology, Puzzle, Quotes, Reflection, Regret, Relationships, Staying The Course, Studies, The Future, The Past, The Therapeutic Relationship, Therapist, Therapy, Work

• Art Of Feeling

  I recently came across some powerful and beautiful digital artwork by an artist who calls herself DestinyBlue, and decided to share some of my favourites. These images represent my own feelings so well. I’ll name the images as the artist has, and the images will link to the page you can find on her official website. […]

  Rayne

  April 13, 2016

  Borderline Personality Disorder

  Abandonment, Awareness, Borderline Personality Disorder, Broken, Connection, Depression, Disconnection, Loss, Mental Health, Mental Illness, Obession, Obsessive Attachments, Puzzle, Rejection, Self Harm, Suicidal Ideation, Therapist, Transference