Tag: Regret

• Protected: The Voice Of Shame

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  Rayne

  July 2, 2017

  Borderline Personality Disorder, Life

  Alcohol, Behaviour, Dreams, Drugs, Memories, Regret, Shame, Survival, The Past, Therapist, Work

• Protected: A Year

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  Rayne

  May 8, 2017

  Relationships

  Death, Family, Goodbye’s, Grief, Guilt, Regret, Suicide

• First Love

  Lonely tonight. I had her. I lost her. She let me go. She broke my heart. My first love. A love I never experienced before or since. There were others I thought I was in love with. I wasn’t. I was just infatuated for a short while. I had been fooling myself. But with her…

  Rayne

  May 1, 2017

  Relationships

  Abandonment, Connection, Goodbye’s, Heartbreak, Loneliness, Loss, Love, Memories, Missing Someone, Music, Regret, Rejection, Relationships, Sadness, The Past, Thoughts

• Why

  This is a letter I wrote a few years ago, for a friend of mine who ended his life when we were 19 years old. I’m hoping that sending this out into the universe will help me let go. Dear M, You were one of my closest friends that year. Standing on the balcony, without…

  Rayne

  November 25, 2016

  Life

  Abandonment, Anger, Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD, Broken, Confusion, Death, Depression, Despair, Emptiness, Friendship, Goodbye’s, Grief, Guilt, Hurt, Letter, Life, Loss, Memories, Mental Health, Mental Illness, Missing Someone, Regret, Relationships, Sadness, Suicide, The Past, Trauma

• If This Morning Were A Colour…

  If this morning were a colour, it would be Red. The colour of my blood, my tears. The colour of betrayal, abandonment, anger and hurt.

  Rayne

  October 2, 2016

  Relationships

  Abandonment, Anger, Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD, Confusion, Depression, Disconnection, Emptiness, Friendship, Hurt, Life, Loneliness, Mental Health, Mental Illness, Numb, Regret, Rejection, Sadness

• Protected: A Wasted Life. Begin Again.

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  Rayne

  August 29, 2016

  Life

  Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD, Change, Connection, Depression, Dreams, Family, Goals, Gratefulness, Hope, Inspiration, Mental Health, Mental Illness, New Beginnings, Obsessive Attachments, Positivity, Psychologist, Psychology, Puzzle, Quotes, Reflection, Regret, Relationships, Staying The Course, Studies, The Future, The Past, The Therapeutic Relationship, Therapist, Therapy, Work