Tag: Rejection

• Bleeding and Beaten Down

  You’ve lied to me enough. I won’t trust a word you say. You’ve hurt me enough. This was the final straw. Now I’m taking my love back. You broke it. You lost. You managed to knock me down hard. But I’m strong. You won’t destroy me. And I’m going to get back up.

  Rayne

  March 22, 2018

  Relationships

  Anger, Fighter, Heartbreak, Love, Rejection, Relationships

• The End.

  I guess I can’t say that I didn’t see this coming. But I didn’t believe that it would actually happen. As I mentioned in my previous post, Elizabeth and I broke up two weeks ago. She came over the Sunday evening and she asked me whether we could try starting over, and get back to…

  Rayne

  March 4, 2018

  Relationships

  Abandonment, Depression, Heartbreak, Loss, Love, Rejection, Relationships

• It’s Different

  Last night’s group session was nice. I was in good spirits going in. Saw the OT I used to have sessions with, and it was so nice seeing her again. I went up to her and gave her a hug. I can’t believe I did that! But I’m glad I did. The attachment is still…

  Rayne

  September 6, 2017

  Borderline Personality Disorder

  Abandonment, Attachment, Connection, DBT Group, Inner Child, Occupational Therapist, Rejection, Relationships, Therapist

• Protected: Going Back To The Old Me

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  Rayne

  May 14, 2017

  Life, Relationships

  Broken, Burden, Depression, Disconnection, Emotions, Hurt, Inner Child, Memories, Protection, Rejection, Self-Soothing, The Past, The Therapeutic Relationship, Therapy, Vulnerability, Walls

• First Love

  Lonely tonight. I had her. I lost her. She let me go. She broke my heart. My first love. A love I never experienced before or since. There were others I thought I was in love with. I wasn’t. I was just infatuated for a short while. I had been fooling myself. But with her…

  Rayne

  May 1, 2017

  Relationships

  Abandonment, Connection, Goodbye’s, Heartbreak, Loneliness, Loss, Love, Memories, Missing Someone, Music, Regret, Rejection, Relationships, Sadness, The Past, Thoughts

• Protected: “Daddy, Please Just Stop, And Notice Me.”

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  Rayne

  November 16, 2016

  Relationships

  Anxiety, Attachment, Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD, Broken, Communication, Confusion, Depression, Despair, Dissociation, Family, Fear, Flashbacks, Fragile, Frustration, Hurt, Inner Child, Insecurity, Little One, Memories, Mental Health, Mental Illness, Overwhelmed, Quit, Rejection, Relationships, Sadness, Sensitivity, Splitting, Suicidal Ideation, The Past, The Therapeutic Relationship, Therapist, Transference, Trauma, Vulnerability, Walls, Work