Tag: Sadness

• Never Enough

  Maybe I’m good enough. But never quite enough. It’s just not enough.

  Rayne

  February 19, 2017

  Depression

  Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD, Darkness, Depression, Emptiness, Hopelessness, Life, Mental Health, Sadness

• Broken Hearts

  If you’re reading these words… I wish I could take your tears away. I wish I could take away your hurt. I need you to know, that just because I wasn’t crying, didn’t mean I didn’t feel anything. I felt so much inside. I felt it all. I still do. I just didn’t know how…

  Rayne

  January 7, 2017

  Relationships

  Attachment, Borderline Personality Disorder, Broken, Change, Connection, Depression, Emotions, Emptiness, Grief, Hurt, Love, Missing Someone, Sadness

• Just A Burden

  Being ignored. The story of my life. But do you think I’m used to it? No, it still fucking hurts. I’m the odd one out. I’m the one whose voice doesn’t matter. Who doesn’t get asked whether I want to do something with them… Only to find out that day, from my uncle (not even…

  Rayne

  January 6, 2017

  Relationships

  Abandonment, Anger, Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD, Depression, Disconnection, Emotional Dysregulation, Emotions, Family, Frustration, Hatred, Hurt, Inner Child, Insecurity, Irritability, Life, Loneliness, Mental Health, Mental Illness, Needs, Rage, Relationships, Sadness, Sensitivity, Shame, Vulnerability

• Fighting For Air

  This time of year, I feel the grief of everyone I have lost through the years. Too many people. Some gone too soon. Others leaving a broken heart in their shadows as they walk away. Tonight is one of those moments of intense grief. Memories drifting through my mind. The pain and hurt proving that I’m…

  Rayne

  December 14, 2016

  Depression

  Abandonment, Anger, Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD, Broken, Depression, Despair, Goodbye’s, Grief, Hurt, Life, Loss, Memories, Mental Health, Mental Illness, Missing Someone, Overwhelmed, Relationships, Sadness, Suicidal Ideation, The Past

• Protected: #If Depression Were A Choice

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  Rayne

  December 9, 2016

  Depression

  Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD, Depression, Hopelessness, Hurt, Life, Mental Health, Mental Illness, Relationships, Sadness, Suicidal Ideation, Suicide

• Protected: Already Missing Her

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  Rayne

  December 7, 2016

  Therapy

  Abandonment, Anxiety, Attachment, Bond, Borderline Personality Disorder, Boundaries, BPD, Connection, Depression, Despair, Fear, Fear Of Abandonment, Fragile, Goodbye’s, Hurt, Idealization, Life, Mental Health, Mental Illness, Missing Someone, Nightmares, Object Constancy, Obsessive Attachments, Psychologist, Relationships, Sadness, Skills, The Therapeutic Relationship, Therapist, Therapy, Therapy Break, Trust