Tag: Sensitivity

• Social Anxiety, Embarrassment And Shame

  In my previous post I mentioned how I had felt better on Friday. But that only lasted until Saturday evening. That evening I went to Jasmine’s birthday dinner. There were 10 of us. Two of my friends (I’ve been friends with one of them for over 21 years) had also been invited, since they’re now…

  Rayne

  June 26, 2017

  Anxiety, Borderline Personality Disorder, Depression

  Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD, Depression, Embarrassment, Friends, Obsessive Thoughts, Occupational Therapist, Self Hatred, Sensitivity, Shame, Social Anxiety, Suicidal Ideation, TAG Group

• Protected: Heading For A Breakdown

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  Rayne

  April 19, 2017

  Borderline Personality Disorder, Depression

  Anxiety, Breakdown, Burden, Comfort, Feeling Lost, Hypervigilant, Loneliness, Love, Memories, Overwhelmed, Self Hatred, Sensitivity, Shame, The Past, Triggers, Worry

• Just A Burden

  Being ignored. The story of my life. But do you think I’m used to it? No, it still fucking hurts. I’m the odd one out. I’m the one whose voice doesn’t matter. Who doesn’t get asked whether I want to do something with them… Only to find out that day, from my uncle (not even…

  Rayne

  January 6, 2017

  Relationships

  Abandonment, Anger, Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD, Depression, Disconnection, Emotional Dysregulation, Emotions, Family, Frustration, Hatred, Hurt, Inner Child, Insecurity, Irritability, Life, Loneliness, Mental Health, Mental Illness, Needs, Rage, Relationships, Sadness, Sensitivity, Shame, Vulnerability

• Taking Responsibility For My Own Insecurites

  There are times where I find myself feeling insecure about the smallest things. Only, these things aren’t so small to me in the moment. During these times, I see them as something that threatens my very happiness, sanity and survival. For example, if someone doesn’t respond the right way to a text or email. Often…

  Rayne

  December 20, 2016

  Borderline Personality Disorder

  Behaviour, Black & White Thinking, Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD, Emotional Dysregulation, Emotions, Fear, Fear Of Abandonment, Insecurity, Mental Health, Mental Illness, Object Constancy, Panic, Reflection, Relationships, Sensitivity, Skills, Thoughts

• Protected: A Fragile State

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  Rayne

  December 1, 2016

  Borderline Personality Disorder

  Anger, Behaviour, Black & White Thinking, Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD, Depression, Emotional Dysregulation, Fear Of Abandonment, Fragile, Hopelessness, Hurt, Insecurity, Life, Meltdown, Mental Health, Mental Illness, Rage, Relationships, Sadness, Sensitivity, Studies, Suicidal Ideation

• Protected: “Daddy, Please Just Stop, And Notice Me.”

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  Rayne

  November 16, 2016

  Relationships

  Anxiety, Attachment, Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD, Broken, Communication, Confusion, Depression, Despair, Dissociation, Family, Fear, Flashbacks, Fragile, Frustration, Hurt, Inner Child, Insecurity, Little One, Memories, Mental Health, Mental Illness, Overwhelmed, Quit, Rejection, Relationships, Sadness, Sensitivity, Splitting, Suicidal Ideation, The Past, The Therapeutic Relationship, Therapist, Transference, Trauma, Vulnerability, Walls, Work