Tag: Struggle

• Never Thought I’d Be Here – Part One

  On Thursday morning I was reading something on the internet, when I started to feel uncomfortable. All of a sudden, that feeling erupted in a full on trigger. I immediately turned into a mess. I became that 14-year-old who had just been broken by someone she had looked up to and trusted. Images and emotions…

  Rayne

  February 1, 2017

  Borderline Personality Disorder

  Anxiety, BPD, Comfort, Confusion, Connection, Dissociation, Emotional Dysregulation, Emotions, Fear, Feeling Lost, Flashbacks, Fragile, Inner Child, Insecurity, Meltdown, Memories, Mental Health, Mental Illness, Overwhelmed, Panic, Psychiatric Clinic, Psychiatrist, Psychologist, Shame, Struggle, The Therapeutic Relationship, Therapist, Trauma

• Darkness, Please Leave Me Alone

  I’ve been trying to come up with something positive and inspirational to write on my blog for a change again. But no matter how much I try, I can’t grab a hold of anything. And you know what? I feel incredibly guilty about that. My whole life, my mission has been to help and inspire…

  Rayne

  January 16, 2017

  Depression

  Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD, Darkness, Depression, Disconnection, Emptiness, Exhaustion, Guilt, Hopelessness, Life, Mental Health, Mental Illness, Struggle, Tired

• Struggling With The Faceless

  I thought I was fine. So then why have I been struggling so much these past few days? The worst part is that I don’t even know what I’m struggling with. It’s like there’s a dark hole somewhere in my mind, and I can’t grab hold of anything specific. Anything that makes sense. My girlfriend…

  Rayne

  December 12, 2016

  Borderline Personality Disorder

  Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD, Confusion, Contemplation, Disconnection, Mental Health, Mental Illness, Nightmares, Relationships, Struggle, Suicidal Ideation

• Protected: Work and Mental Health Issues

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  Rayne

  October 31, 2016

  Work

  Anxiety, Change, Confusion, Depression, Despair, Embarrassment, Feeling Lost, Feeling Stuck, Fragile, Frustration, Hopelessness, Hurt, Insecurity, Irritability, Meltdown, Mental Health, Mental Illness, Negativity, Overwhelmed, Panic, Panic Attack, Photography, Quit, Sensitivity, Stress, Struggle, Suicidal Ideation, Work

• “Just Be Positive”

  I feel this post should come with a warning of ‘excessive language’. So there you have it. “It’s not that bad.” “It could have been worse.” “There’s always a silver lining if you just look hard enough.” Okay, stop right there. Those words are all well and good, but… When said in the wrong way,…

  Rayne

  October 19, 2016

  Borderline Personality Disorder

  Anger, Anxiety, Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD, Communication, Depression, Frustration, Irritability, Life, Mental Health, Mental Illness, Negativity, Positivity, Self Harm, Stress, Struggle, Work

• Nature’s Gentle Healing

  I went to my favourite spot on the beach yesterday. After a really bad few weeks, I needed to just get away from everything and everyone, if only for a little while. I’m one of the lucky ones. I live in a beautiful city with plenty of sandy white beaches, green parks and spectacular mountains.…

  Rayne

  October 3, 2016

  Depression

  Awareness, Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD, Calm, Comfort, Connection, Contemplation, Depression, Gratefulness, Healing, Hope, Life, Loneliness, Meltdown, Mental Health, Mental Illness, Mindfulness, Peace, Reflection, Sadness, Self Care, Soul, Struggle, Suicidal Ideation, Work