Tag: Suicidal Ideation

• Protected: Excitement, And The Power Of A Hug

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  Rayne

  July 5, 2017

  Life

  Boundaries, Caring, Comfort, DBT, Dialectical Behavior Therapy, Excitement, Family, Interpersonal Effectiveness, Making Progress, Occupational Therapist, Shame, Suicidal Ideation, TAG Group, Therapist, Touch, Values

• Social Anxiety, Embarrassment And Shame

  In my previous post I mentioned how I had felt better on Friday. But that only lasted until Saturday evening. That evening I went to Jasmine’s birthday dinner. There were 10 of us. Two of my friends (I’ve been friends with one of them for over 21 years) had also been invited, since they’re now […]

  Rayne

  June 26, 2017

  Anxiety, Borderline Personality Disorder, Depression

  Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD, Depression, Embarrassment, Friends, Obsessive Thoughts, Occupational Therapist, Self Hatred, Sensitivity, Shame, Social Anxiety, Suicidal Ideation, TAG Group

• Protected: Going Out Of My Mind

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  Rayne

  May 18, 2017

  Depression, Life

  Borderline Personality Disorder, Depression, Flashbacks, Medication, Occupational Therapist, Suicidal Ideation, Therapist, Trauma, Triggers

• Protected: A Long, Hard Week

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  Rayne

  April 17, 2017

  Relationships

  Connection, Emotions, Exhaustion, Family, Fear, Flashbacks, Memories, Occupational Therapist, Panic, Protective, Suicidal Ideation, The Past, Therapist

• Moment By Moment

  They don’t know. Pretending nothing’s wrong. That’s the way it has to be. They don’t understand. They never will. They don’t see… How moment by moment, I’m fighting to keep myself alive. It’s exhausting. But still, I’m trying.

  Rayne

  April 7, 2017

  Depression

  Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD, Depression, Fighter, Life, Mental Illness, Suicidal Ideation, Survival

• The Void

  Deep Dark The void cannot be seen It can only be felt Cold, dead hand reaching Deep down inside Drawing out the life A life that never existed Desperate Hopeless Empty space all around The untouchable

  Rayne

  March 22, 2017

  Depression

  Depression, Despair, Loneliness, Poetry, Sadness, Suicidal Ideation, Writing