Tag: Suicide

• “Hold On”?

  I don’t believe that suicide is selfish. It may not be entirely rational. But selfish, no. I understand why people do it. Those who have left me behind… I’m not mad at them. They were in pain, they felt like they were a burden to the world, that everyone would be better off without them.…

  Rayne

  February 26, 2019

  Life, Relationships

  Death, Life, Relationships, Suicide

• Protected: 24 Hours With BPD During A Crisis Phase

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  Rayne

  June 11, 2017

  Borderline Personality Disorder

  Anxiety, Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD, Breakdown, Burn Out, Crisis, Depression, Despair, Dissociation, Emotional Dysregulation, Fear Of Abandonment, Self Care, Self Harm, Suicide, Work

• Protected: A Year

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  Rayne

  May 8, 2017

  Relationships

  Death, Family, Goodbye’s, Grief, Guilt, Regret, Suicide

• The Breakdown And Recovery

  It happened. As you know from my previous few posts, I’ve been in a very dark place. Thoughts of suicide overtaking everything, and coming to a head on Friday evening. Obsessive thoughts of death and dying. Over and over again. Pain so intense, memories so vivid. It felt as though I had hit rock bottom.…

  Rayne

  April 25, 2017

  Borderline Personality Disorder, Therapy

  Bond, BPD, Breakdown, Compassion, Connection, Death, Dissociation, Embarrassment, Emotions, Shame, Suicide, The Therapeutic Relationship, Therapist

• A Permanent Solution

  They say “suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem”. A temporary problem? How about years of “temporary problems”? Being hit time and time again. It’s not just one problem that pushes most people off the edge. It’s the problems that we’re stuck in for weeks, months, years. It all adds up. What then if…

  Rayne

  April 21, 2017

  Borderline Personality Disorder, Depression

  BPD, Breakdown, Broken, Burden, Darkness, Death, Hopelessness, Sadness, Suicide

• Protected: #If Depression Were A Choice

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  Rayne

  December 9, 2016

  Depression

  Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD, Depression, Hopelessness, Hurt, Life, Mental Health, Mental Illness, Relationships, Sadness, Suicidal Ideation, Suicide