Tag: Survival

• Protected: The Voice Of Shame

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  Rayne

  July 2, 2017

  Borderline Personality Disorder, Life

  Alcohol, Behaviour, Dreams, Drugs, Memories, Regret, Shame, Survival, The Past, Therapist, Work

• Rest Now

  A blanket of safety wrapped around me, Making me invisible to the world. Something can look like one thing, But be something else entirely. Step away Warrior. Retreat. Rest now.

  Rayne

  June 1, 2017

  Borderline Personality Disorder

  BPD, Comfort, Fighter, Mental Health, Protection, Protective, Quiet, Self Care, Survival, Tired, Warrior

• Protected: To The Man Who Raised Me

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  Rayne

  May 25, 2017

  Borderline Personality Disorder, Relationships

  Anger, Attachment, Broken, Depression, Family, Fear, Feeling Stuck, Flashbacks, Hatred, Letter, Love, Memories, Narcissist, Overwhelmed, Survival, Toxic Relationships, Trauma

• Moment By Moment

  They don’t know. Pretending nothing’s wrong. That’s the way it has to be. They don’t understand. They never will. They don’t see… How moment by moment, I’m fighting to keep myself alive. It’s exhausting. But still, I’m trying.

  Rayne

  April 7, 2017

  Depression

  Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD, Depression, Fighter, Life, Mental Illness, Suicidal Ideation, Survival

• Protected: Hello 2017

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  Rayne

  January 2, 2017

  Life

  BPD, Contemplation, Goals, Gratefulness, Hope, Mental Health, New Beginnings, Resilience, Self Care, Strength, Survival, The Future, Therapy Break, Warrior

• Warrior

  When I heard this song for the first time, I couldn’t stop the tears from falling. It felt like all the pain I had been holding deep inside me, just came pouring out. The most agonizing pain. The kind of pain that feels so raw. And like it will never end. This is one of those songs that seems as…

  Rayne

  October 29, 2016

  Borderline Personality Disorder

  BPD, Broken, Denial, Depression, Despair, Emotional Abuse, Fighter, Flashbacks, Grief, Healing, Hurt, Inner Child, Life, Little One, Loss, Memories, Mental Health, Mental Illness, Music, Nightmares, Resilience, Sadness, Sexual Abuse, Shame, Strength, Survival, The Past, Trauma, Warrior