Tag: The Past

• Letter To The 14 Year Old

  Every now and then I go through my computer and delete everything I don’t want or need anymore. Those things that I won’t need soon, but still want access to, I put on my external HDD. I don’t like clutter. Not even on my computer. Everything needs to be named properly and be in neat […]

  Rayne

  April 28, 2017

  Trauma

  Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD, Broken, Dissociation, Family, Fear, Flashbacks, Hopelessness, Letter, Memories, Panic Attack, Shame, The Past, Trauma, Triggers, Writing

• Protected: Heading For A Breakdown

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  Rayne

  April 19, 2017

  Borderline Personality Disorder, Depression

  Anxiety, Breakdown, Burden, Comfort, Feeling Lost, Hypervigilant, Loneliness, Love, Memories, Overwhelmed, Self Hatred, Sensitivity, Shame, The Past, Triggers, Worry

• Protected: A Long, Hard Week

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  Rayne

  April 17, 2017

  Relationships

  Connection, Emotions, Exhaustion, Family, Fear, Flashbacks, Memories, Occupational Therapist, Panic, Protective, Suicidal Ideation, The Past, Therapist

• Protected: My Friend, Disassociation

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  Rayne

  April 5, 2017

  Borderline Personality Disorder

  Dissociation, Emotions, Fear, Flashbacks, Memories, Nightmares, Quotes, The Past

• Protected: Female Attachments

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  Rayne

  March 19, 2017

  Borderline Personality Disorder, Relationships

  Abandonment, Attachment, Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD, Connection, Family, Relationships, The Past, Trauma

• I Am Not

  I am not my past. The past represents those things we have been through. It’s external. Yes, it may leave imprints. It may have changed me. But it’s not who I am deep down inside. I am not my mental illness, anymore than someone with a physical illness is that illness. It’s the deepest parts […]

  Rayne

  March 4, 2017

  Borderline Personality Disorder

  Growth, Life, Mental Illness, Puzzle, Soul, The Past, Trauma