Tag: Tired

• What I Want Now Vs. What’s Best For Me

  It’s been a long and busy week, full of stress and pressure. Not all of it external, some of it was self-inflicted. But here’s the thing. Most of it was at a healthy and reasonable level. When I think back to the stress, anxiety, and the pressure I felt to perform at all of my…

  Rayne

  December 9, 2017

  Life

  Depression, Life, Mental Health, Mood, Self Care, Tired, Work

• Adult Children

  I had another great night’s rest. I’m constantly tired (the story of my life), but for most of the day, much less than usual. Wow, I really needed all the sleep I’ve been getting. So I was in a good, healthy mood this morning. I had a few not so good moments, but they were…

  Rayne

  July 10, 2017

  Life, Photography

  Children, Friends, Gratefulness, Happiness, Inner Child, Life, Nature, Photography, Sleep, Social Life, Tired, Work

• Protected: Sleep, And A Dream

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  Rayne

  July 9, 2017

  Dreams

  Dissociation, Dream, Feeling Stuck, Medication, Self-Soothe, Sleep, Tired

• Alone

  Did a photo shoot for some friends. Wasn’t up for it. Depressed. Did it anyway. They seemed to be having fun. I was on autopilot. Tried to have fun. It wasn’t happening. Went out for coffee with them afterward. Felt empty. Could barely talk. Good thing they seemed to be talking among themselves enough for…

  Rayne

  July 8, 2017

  Depression

  Borderline Personality Disorder, Darkness, Depression, Emptiness, Fragile, Friends, Life, Loneliness, Quiet, Sadness, Self-Soothing, Tired

• Rest Now

  A blanket of safety wrapped around me, Making me invisible to the world. Something can look like one thing, But be something else entirely. Step away Warrior. Retreat. Rest now.

  Rayne

  June 1, 2017

  Borderline Personality Disorder

  BPD, Comfort, Fighter, Mental Health, Protection, Protective, Quiet, Self Care, Survival, Tired, Warrior

• Darkness, Please Leave Me Alone

  I’ve been trying to come up with something positive and inspirational to write on my blog for a change again. But no matter how much I try, I can’t grab a hold of anything. And you know what? I feel incredibly guilty about that. My whole life, my mission has been to help and inspire…

  Rayne

  January 16, 2017

  Depression

  Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD, Darkness, Depression, Disconnection, Emptiness, Exhaustion, Guilt, Hopelessness, Life, Mental Health, Mental Illness, Struggle, Tired