Tag: Triggers

• Nothing

  

  I started off good.Then came the panic.The fear.The fear happened. And they say fear isn’t the truth. Now I realize I’m not important.I don’t deserve the light after all. The love.I’m not good. I’m nothing.

  Rayne

  January 19, 2021

  Depression

  Anxiety, Attachment, Fear, Hopelessness, Insecurity, Isolation, Loneliness, Triggers

• Protected: Going Out Of My Mind

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  Rayne

  May 18, 2017

  Depression, Life

  Borderline Personality Disorder, Depression, Flashbacks, Medication, Occupational Therapist, Suicidal Ideation, Therapist, Trauma, Triggers

• Letter To The 14 Year Old

  Every now and then I go through my computer and delete everything I don’t want or need anymore. Those things that I won’t need soon, but still want access to, I put on my external HDD. I don’t like clutter. Not even on my computer. Everything needs to be named properly and be in neat […]

  Rayne

  April 28, 2017

  Trauma

  Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD, Broken, Dissociation, Family, Fear, Flashbacks, Hopelessness, Letter, Memories, Panic Attack, Shame, The Past, Trauma, Triggers, Writing

• Protected: Heading For A Breakdown

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  Rayne

  April 19, 2017

  Borderline Personality Disorder, Depression

  Anxiety, Breakdown, Burden, Comfort, Feeling Lost, Hypervigilant, Loneliness, Love, Memories, Overwhelmed, Self Hatred, Sensitivity, Shame, The Past, Triggers, Worry