Tag: Triggers

• Nothing

  

  I started off good.Then came the panic.The fear.The fear happened. And they say fear isn’t the truth. Now I realize I’m not important.I don’t deserve the light after all. The love.I’m not good. I’m nothing.

  Rayne

  January 19, 2021

  Depression

  Anxiety, Attachment, Fear, Hopelessness, Insecurity, Isolation, Loneliness, Triggers

• Protected: Going Out Of My Mind

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  Rayne

  May 18, 2017

  Depression, Life

  Borderline Personality Disorder, Depression, Flashbacks, Medication, Occupational Therapist, Suicidal Ideation, Therapist, Trauma, Triggers

• Letter To The 14 Year Old

  Every now and then I go through my computer and delete everything I don’t want or need anymore. Those things that I won’t need soon, but still want access to, I put on my external HDD. I don’t like clutter. Not even on my computer. Everything needs to be named properly and be in neat…

  Rayne

  April 28, 2017

  Trauma

  Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD, Broken, Dissociation, Family, Fear, Flashbacks, Hopelessness, Letter, Memories, Panic Attack, Shame, The Past, Trauma, Triggers, Writing

• Protected: Heading For A Breakdown

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  Rayne

  April 19, 2017

  Borderline Personality Disorder, Depression

  Anxiety, Breakdown, Burden, Comfort, Feeling Lost, Hypervigilant, Loneliness, Love, Memories, Overwhelmed, Self Hatred, Sensitivity, Shame, The Past, Triggers, Worry