Tag: Trust
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What’s This Now? A Therapy Break?
It was one of those therapy sessions where it felt like I was talking to a best friend. It flowed, conversation was easy and seemed effortless. Relationship with Therapist has been great. There was a little bit of a rupture a few weeks ago, but we got past that quickly. Thank god. But I learned…
Rayne
Abandonment, Attachment, Bond, Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD, Commitment, Communication, Connection, Depression, Disconnection, Fear Of Abandonment, Gratefulness, Idealization, Insecurity, Making Progress, Mental Health, Mental Illness, Needs, Object Constancy, Obsessive Attachments, Psychologist, Puzzle, Relationships, The Therapeutic Relationship, Therapist, Therapy, Therapy Break, Trust -
The Healing Bond
In my post ‘The Therapeutic Relationship‘, I wrote about my connection with my therapist, and the fear that often accompanies it. On Monday morning, in preparation for our session later that afternoon, I asked her to open up that post for our session (she has access to my blog). I wasn’t sure whether she had…
Rayne
Attachment, Awareness, Bond, Borderline Personality Disorder, Boundaries, BPD, Communication, Connection, Fear Of Abandonment, Healing, Making Progress, Mental Health, Mental Illness, Object Constancy, Obsessive Attachments, Psychologist, Reflection, Relationships, The Therapeutic Relationship, Therapist, Trust, Vulnerability -
The Therapeutic Relationship
Most of last weeks session with my psychologist was spent discussing our relationship. I had started the session by telling her that I didn’t want to be there. She wanted to talk more about that. I got angry at her after a while, and felt a lot of agitation and impatience. I wanted to tell…
Rayne
Attachment, Awareness, Bond, Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD, Communication, Connection, DBT, Dialectical Behavior Therapy, Disconnection, Embarrassment, Fear, Mental Health, Mental Illness, Needs, Object Constancy, Obsessive Attachments, Psychologist, Reflection, Shame, The Therapeutic Relationship, Therapist, Therapy, Trust, Vulnerability -
Gone
I wish I could make myself disappear. It’s all too much. I want to sleep and never wake up. A darkness so thick and overwhelming I don’t know where I am. I’ve been trusting these past few weeks. Far too trusting. Now wounds have been opened, and attempts to close them are not working. I…
Journey Toward Healing 