Tag: Walls

• Protected: Going Back To The Old Me

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  Rayne

  May 14, 2017

  Life, Relationships

  Broken, Burden, Depression, Disconnection, Emotions, Hurt, Inner Child, Memories, Protection, Rejection, Self-Soothing, The Past, The Therapeutic Relationship, Therapy, Vulnerability, Walls

• Losing You

  You feel a million miles away Each day drawing us further apart It seems we’re pushing one another away Then trying desperately to cling on Is there something left to save?

  Rayne

  March 26, 2017

  Relationships

  Borderline Personality Disorder, Confusion, Depression, Fear Of Abandonment, Feeling Lost, Heartbreak, Hurt, Love, Relationships, Sadness, Walls

• Protected: “Daddy, Please Just Stop, And Notice Me.”

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  Rayne

  November 16, 2016

  Relationships

  Anxiety, Attachment, Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD, Broken, Communication, Confusion, Depression, Despair, Dissociation, Family, Fear, Flashbacks, Fragile, Frustration, Hurt, Inner Child, Insecurity, Little One, Memories, Mental Health, Mental Illness, Overwhelmed, Quit, Rejection, Relationships, Sadness, Sensitivity, Splitting, Suicidal Ideation, The Past, The Therapeutic Relationship, Therapist, Transference, Trauma, Vulnerability, Walls, Work

• The Wrong House

  When I struggle with my own words, I’ve found that the words of others can say that which I’m unable to truly express. Whether it’s through a song, a blog post by someone else, or a poem, it doesn’t matter… As long as it speaks to the deeper parts within me. As this poem does.…

  Rayne

  September 8, 2016

  Writing

  Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD, Contemplation, Depression, Derealization, Dissociation, Emptiness, Mental Health, Mental Illness, Numb, Puzzle, Reflection, Soul, Walls

• Insecurity, Hot On The Heels Of Vulnerability

  Therapy is hard sometimes. And yesterdays session was one of those. I’m always open during my sessions, and trust my therapist with things I can’t ever speak to anyone else about. She holds my secrets. But this one was particularly difficult for me. For some reason it felt like I was more exposed than ever…

  Rayne

  August 23, 2016

  Therapy

  Anger, Anxiety, Attachment, Borderline Personality Disorder, BPD, Comfort, Connection, Devaluation, Disconnection, Embarrassment, Fear Of Abandonment, Fragile, Hurt, Idealization, Insecurity, Mental Health, Mental Illness, Object Constancy, Obsessive Attachments, Panic, Panic Attack, Psychologist, Relationships, Sensitivity, Shame, Stress, The Past, The Therapeutic Relationship, Therapist, Vulnerability, Walls

• Gone

  I wish I could make myself disappear. It’s all too much. I want to sleep and never wake up. A darkness so thick and overwhelming I don’t know where I am. I’ve been trusting these past few weeks. Far too trusting. Now wounds have been opened, and attempts to close them are not working. I…

  Rayne

  April 24, 2016

  Depression

  Anxiety, Borderline Personality Disorder, Broken, Depression, Despair, Emotional Abuse, Feeling Lost, Hopelessness, Loneliness, Mental Health, Negativity, Suicidal Ideation, Trust, Walls