Don’t tell me it’s in the past, that I need to let it go.
Because the past has the sneaky habit of intruding on the present.
Don’t tell me what I feel is wrong.
Because what I feel is coming from a real place and there’s a reason for it.
Don’t tell me I need religion and God (your idea of God anyway).
Because religion fucked me up in more ways than one.
Don’t tell me that life will get better if I just have faith that it will.
Because you can’t see into my future.
Don’t tell me you understand exactly how I feel.
Because you couldn’t possibly know. You have no idea.
Don’t tell me I don’t need therapy.
Because therapy is helping me deal with deep seated pain and trauma.
Don’t tell me I don’t need medication.
Because that medication is helping to keep me relatively sane.
Don’t tell me I’m overreacting.
Because in that moment I can’t think straight.
Don’t tell me you love me.
Because you’re not capable of real love.
Just leave me alone.